weird hijacked day

hello world.

for my 8 hours of wakefulness i have been needlessly building up a house around me of expectations and waiting. for phone calls, for plans to come together. waiting and wondering and taking no action.

now i'm not sure what is going on.

i have done some writing today, but it doesn't feel like enough. it is never enough in this weird la-la-no-man's land beyond deadlines and supervision.

so, i just used a big chunk of time reading the entire archives of this blog. i had pretty much forgotten that i used to blog more often and that my writings were occasionally even funny or thoughtful. it was a good outlet my first semester to digest and reflect... maybe i'll get back into it.

okay, off to make clarifying phone calls i could have made hours ago ... huff and puff and blow down my weird head trip house.